Holiday Break

     One of the most common impressions that people have about teachers is that they get to enjoy long holidays. As a teacher for 13 years now, not once does a holiday break go by without at least one person commenting, "Oh, it's the school break now. Lucky you!" or something to that effect. And my usual answer will be, "Yeah true, it's the holidays, but I have tonnes of exam papers to mark. Teachers may not need to go to school, but we are working from home." This is true most of the time because exams are always timed to end just before the school breaks, so that teachers will have ample time to mark them during the breaks. And there goes our holiday! But personally, I would prefer to mark my papers in peace during the holidays rather than marking them after I come back from a tiring day at school.

     At the present moment, schools in Malaysia are having a one-week break because of the Deepavali festival on 18 October. For a change, this has been a rather relaxing week for me, as I only have one class of papers to mark. For the 4 other classes, I will have to wait till the end of the month, after I attend a state-level meeting before I can start marking, because it is a national exam taken by all Form 3 students on 10 October as part of their PT3 exam, but marked locally by the students' own subject teachers. Therefore, coordination at the national level is necessary to ensure that everyone is on the same page when it comes to awarding marks.

     Well, so here I was, finding myself rather free, and somewhat at a loss on how to spend my time, other than the hours I would spend marking the one class of exam papers. It turned out quite well, actually. I had a good time tending to my small garden and tidying things up at home, going shopping, having lunch out with my sister, watching Youtube videos... all in all, a satisfying experience. I feel particularly happy that I get to straighten up my rather messy house (it tends to get that way after a few weeks from the last tidying up stint, because I am not a particularly tidy person), which makes me enjoy being at home more. Oh, I even went back to school one day and tidied up my work desk! A teacher's desk has quite the reputation of being rarely organised, and who would blame us, with the amount of things we have to take care of each day? 

     Now that the one-week break is coming to an end, I look back at it, feeling content that I have managed to remove the clutter, both at home and at work, and in doing so, created order in myself as well. I have enjoyed my time relaxing at home, and I'm sure, when I return to school next week, I will have more positive energy and  a more peaceful mind and heart. Now let's hope that the inevitable stress doesn't come back too soon!

This is as tidy as my work desk can get!

I'm Back!!

It seems like ages since I've updated this blog... in fact, the last entry was in January last year, during the Chinese New Year season. In about two months' time, it will be January 2014 and we are going to celebrate Chinese New Year again! So, it's been almost 2 years... Time really flies!

Well, what actually happened was that soon after I got my transfer to SMK Buntong (yes, back to Ipoh!) in June 2011, my application to pursue my Master's Degree in Education was accepted. So, for the next 2 years and a half, I became a part-time student. I still taught in school from Monday to Friday, then I would rush off to my university (which was a 2-hour drive from Ipoh) to attend lectures held between Friday afternoons to Saturday afternoons. And what does this all mean? Definitely more hectic days in a week for me!

Of course, I knew what I was getting into when I enrolled into the programme, but I liked the idea of becoming a student again -- learning new things, accepting new challenges -- something to spice up my life a little bit! And boy, did I get a whole lot of spice! Now, instead of having some time to wind down at night after a busy day in school, I would spend hours researching online and typing out assignments or meeting datelines for presentations. Nevertheless, I gained quite a lot from that experience. I made lots of new friends, discovered that I was actually quite good at multi-tasking, honed my skills at working under pressure, and... oh yes, discovered my passion for tea and black coffee! Nothing like a strong cuppa to keep the sleepy bugs away eh? What with joining church activities on Sundays as well, my whole week was practically gone, just like that. I must admit, I felt really tired at times, but I have actually enjoyed the adrenaline rush. More than anything else, it taught me to prioritise and be more time-efficient.

As of now, I have sent in my project paper draft, and am waiting for my supervisor's approval, before submitting it to my faculty for a review. If all goes well, I will complete my course in December, and have my graduation ceremony next year. It's been really a humbling and exciting journey, which I will not trade for anything else in the world, but I'm also looking forward to get back to a life which gives me more time to relax and do the things I enjoy... like reading and travelling! And hopefully, with the extra knowledge that I have gained, I will be able to give back to my students. We'll see about that next year...

Here Comes The Dragon!

It's the most important time of the year for the Chinese -- the Chinese New Year is here again! And to make it more special this time round, it's the year of the dragon, the mystical animal that has become so synonymous with the Chinese. In fact, the Chinese are said to be the descendants of the dragon. Unlike Western dragons, the Chinese dragon is considered the most auspicious and powerful animal. Yup, even if it's just imaginary. That's why the Dragon Year is the best year in the Chinese calendar.

Being in a school that has Chinese students as a majority, I get to enjoy one whole week of holiday. The official public holidays are just the first and second day of the New Year, but my school has applied for extended leave for the next 3 days, making it a whole school week. Of course, we have to have replacement classes on future Saturdays for that, but still, it's good that everyone can really enjoy the festivities without worrying about school!

My former school had mainly Malay students, so the administration was always reluctant to apply for extended leave during Chinese New Year. That made it hard for the Chinese students and teachers, who often had to go out of town to visit friends and relatives. It was okay for students to be absent from school for 1 or 2 days, but teachers had to apply for leave. Since we were only allowed 7 days of annual leave per year, it was terribly hard to part with even one day...

Well, now that I have one whole week, it's time to really enjoy it! It's already the middle of the week, but looking back, I'm happy to say that each day spent was fulfilling and satisfying, and I just hope that the second half of my holiday will be equally worthwhile! It's the time to take a break from the hectic school life and re-energise before stepping back into it again.

Here's hoping that the Year of the Dragon brings good luck, prosperity, health and happiness to everyone! Gong Xi Fa Cai!

Things I did during the school break...

I had been looking forward to a relaxing 2-week break (from 28/5 to 12/6), but a few days before the holidays started, I received news that my transfer application was approved. Much as I was excited to be finally back in my hometown Ipoh, I received the news with an equal amount of apprehension. Not expecting to get the transfer so soon, I still had many unfinished tasks in school, not to mention the plans I had for my students after the holidays. Now, it seemed that I had to make fresh plans.

The top priority in my to-do list was to finish my tasks in school within the two schooldays left. If I couldn't manage that, I had a maximum of 2 weeks to settle everything before school reopens and I am officially reporting in my new school. That was what I did, and I was relieved that all my paperwork had been cleared, together with the contents on my teacher's desk, and the mid-year exam papers were marked, and the marks entered into the system.

The next on my to-do list, but no least important, was the problem of moving house. Having stayed in the teachers' quarters for 7 years, I had accumulated quite a number of things in my house, the largest collection being of books -- novels, magazines and school-related workbooks. As if packing all these was not enough, I had to bring them all down from the 4th floor! Luckily, I had one month grace period to clear up the unit, which meant that I could come back on weekends and move my things out slowly. Seeing that I'm doing this with only my car, I reckon it would take at least 4 trips to complete the task. So far, I've done 2 trips, and am planning to do a third trip this weekend.

In the meantime, I've decided to give myself a break and do a bit of backpack travelling cum shopping trip to KL, which was what I had planned before I got the transfer news. I refused to let this new development in my career path interrupt my holiday plans, so I still managed to squeeze in a 3 days 2 nights trip to KL. Yesterday was pretty much uneventful -- just some window shopping in One Utama. Today, I planned to go up the Petronas Twin Towers Skybridge and explore Batu Caves, but after queuing up for an hour to buy a ticket up the tower and finally getting a slot at 2pm, I have to push the Batu Caves visit until tomorrow morning. But no worries, I'm here to relax right? I just have to rearrange my itinerary. So I'll just spend my day in KLCC today, and after the skybridge visit, probably head over to Mid Valley Megamall for more shopping, then call it a day.

Tomorrow's plans? Batu Caves in the morning, and One Utama again in the afternoon and evening. There's just not enough time to go all round the biggest shopping mall in Malaysia in just one day! Then, it's back to Ipoh at night, and back to moving my stuff over the weekend, and getting myself mentally and physically prepared for a new and exciting start in my new school. SMK Buntong, here I come!

A Memorable Teachers' Day

May 16 has been a day that everyone in school looked forward to. It was the National Teachers' Day celebration. Students got a break from their mid-year exams, no lessons were conducted that day (a welcome relief for both teachers and students!), teachers could look forward to presents (possibly 'bribes') from their students, and last but not least, it was the only day that students could get away for being mischievous towards their teachers.

In Malaysia, students traditionally organise programmes for the Teachers' Day celebration, and the highlights are always the games or competition between the students and teachers. This is their only chance to make life 'miserable' for us, seeing that they have to endure a whole year of misery being dished out to them in the forms of exams, assignments and homework. Naturally, teachers are a bit apprehensive when they are invited for the games, but most of us set a good example by bravely taking up the challenges. Besides showing appreciation to the students for organising the events, this is also the only day that we get to be our silly selfs in school -- and get away with it!

This year's games in my school was both interesting and exciting. Many of the teachers took part in the musical chairs, telematches and tugs-of-war. Probably because of the fierce competition between the teachers team and the students team, the rope for the tug-of-war broke, not just once, not twice, but thrice! Looks like we need to get a new rope for our Sports Day next month... All in all, it was a few hours filled with laughter, silly antics and camera flashes, and the weather was merciful to us as well.

So, a hearty Thank You from me to all my students for making this an unforgettable day for all of us. We hope that you enjoyed watching our antics, and also hope that for the rest of the year, you won't drive us up the wall with your antics... well, of course you would, but just try not to drive us too far up, ok?

Preparing for a VIP Visit

In a teacher's meeting last week, the principal dropped the bomb -- the Director of the State Education Department will be paying a visit to our district, and our school might just be on his itinerary. In fact, there's a good chance he'll stop by, even for a quick visit. Given our school's reputation for having one of the poorest academic performances in the district, and the Director's enthusiasm in raising the academic achievements of all schools in Perak, it doesn't take a genius to figure out that he is more than interested to pass on some advice to us in person.

Naturally, the principal is very anxious to give a good impression to the Director, that everything's in order, and basically everything required of the school under the directives of the Education Ministry and the State Education Department are executed efficiently. Of course, every school will have teething problems that need resolving, and our school is none the different. Aside from having a majority of students who prefer playing around than studying, the school building also needs a facelift. Graffiti on the walls, empty noticeboards, faded mural paintings, bare and messy classrooms, dirty toilets, all these need immediate attention, or else we'll all risk a serious firing from the Big Boss himself...

But how to do all these during school hours when students are having exams throughout the day, now that it is the exam season? Mercifully, we had school yesterday, which was Saturday, to replace a school day that we would be applying for leave in conjunction with the Deepavali festival towards the end of the year. This replacement day was really a God sent. No doubt student attendance was dismal (normal for a school day on Saturday), but they provided enough manpower for teachers who needed them to spruce up the whole school.

In those 5 hours, from 7.30am to 12.15pm, the school was a hive of activity, with students running around holding brooms , mops, paint brushes, stapler guns, and surprisingly, even the principal himself rolled up his sleeves to paint a part of the school wall that was filled with graffiti. The principal, in full batik attire, painting?? I hope someone took a picture of this...

Meanwhile, teachers who were not cleaning up classrooms were busy with their paperwork, making sure school files were updated and complete. Nobody wanted to be singled out for sloppy work. I, for my part, spent the whole 5 hours cleaning AND updating my files. At the end of the day, I got sore and tired legs in exchange for a great sense of satisfaction. I had completed a lot of things put on hold for far too long. Well, in between classes, homework marking, meetings and co-curricular activities, there's little time left for other things! At least now I have peace of mind knowing that I've done what I was asked to do. I'm sure all my colleagues felt the same way after school ended yesterday -- tired but relieved.

Now, there's just one more thing to do -- keeping our fingers crossed that if the Director does drop by next week, he will be satisfied with what he sees -- or at least, he won't have too many things to criticise us on... fingers crossed, everybody!

What's Going On?

Can you imagine being in a school, or any organisation for that matter, where nobody knows exactly what is going on? Well, that pretty much sums up what being in my school is like most of the time. You may start to wonder if we have a principal. Well, we do. Are there enough assistants to help him with his tasks? There are. In fact, we have enough staff in the school as dictated by the Ministry of Education to handle all school affairs. So why the chaos?

The problem lies in poor communication and leadership skills. My school has the tendency to make last-minute decisions which throws everyone into a state of unreadiness. Let me elaborate with some examples. Despite promising to notify us of any after-school meetings at least a few days earlier so that teachers can make any changes to their plans beforehand, we end up being told to attend meetings just one day earlier, or worse still, on the same day that the meeting is held! Mothers need to make frantic calls to their babysitters to arrange for a new time to pick up their babies, teachers have to cancel after-school tuition which they have promised their students, and these students are left stranded because they have no transport to go home. Or students are told out of the blue that there will be compulsory sports practice after school, causing them the inconvenience of notifying their parents at the last minute not to fetch them at the usual time. Worse still are those who rely on school buses to get home. There's no way they can ask the bus drivers to wait for them for a couple of hours more! There are also instances where students are told to stay back on a certain day, but when that day comes, they are suddenly told that they do not need to stay back anymore, because the activity has been cancelled. Needless to say, students are stranded with no transport to get home... again.

These are just some examples of what happens almost daily in my school. Teachers have reminded the administration time and again to at least inform the students a day beforehand if they need to stay back the next day, so that they can arrange their own transport. This is when I show what poor leadership we have in school. Despite being aware of these numerous problems and complaints, not a single concrete action has been taken to address the issue. The same problem crops up again and again, and yet, the principal seems oblivious to it. Oddly enough, he is the one who preaches on accountability and punctuality during meetings. If he values time so much, why is he wasting everyone's precious time?

What happened today and yesterday is yet another fine example of poor administration. Speech Day was held today, and teachers were assigned to specific tasks a few weeks earlier. Everyone did as they were told, and the vice principal asked us for updates during a meeting. All seemed well. However, he was not around yesterday and today because he had to attend a meeting somewhere else, and everything seemed to descend into chaos. Sure, the principal was around, but he wasn't coordinating anything. I would say that he was just making his presence felt, lingering around the school hall, not even the least bit disturbed that the rehearsal was not going as planned. With no one coordinating the rehearsal yesterday, nothing went smoothly, and there was another rehearsal scheduled this morning. Unfortunately, without a clear leadership again, it dragged on till noon and still, nothing seemed to be finalised. A full rehearsal never materialised.

Of course, this was not the only problem. With some of the teachers not entering their classes (as they were busy with the 'rehearsals') students were having a gala time in class. Some other teachers took the opportunity to not enter their classes as well. So, the whole school was in chaos, with students running all over the place, out of control. There were still a bunch of teachers who went on with their lessons, but the noise outside the classrooms was always distracting. I'm sure the principal was aware of this, but he did not do anything to rectify the situation. He also did not announce when school would end today to make way for Speech Day later in the afternoon, despite being asked about it earlier in the morning. Again, he should have made the decision a day before, so parents would know what time to fetch their children the next day. Students kept on asking teachers for the time, but nobody could give them an answer. All we could do was ask them to wait for any announcement -- but that didn't come either. Without a definite answer from the principal, the other vice principals and senior teachers dared not say anything as well. Eventually, teachers and students took matters into their own hands and dismissed at 12.30pm.

Personally, this is by far the most chaotic day in school. No one knew exactly what was going on; not the students, not the teachers, and I dare say, not the principal himself! Will there be another day worse than what I've experienced today? I dread to think about it...